July 3rd, 2005
Wow its been so long two months to the day lol… Well I’m still the same. I’m a manager now at McDonalds I’m making a pretty penny. lol I work to much and when I’m not working I’m hanging out with the people I work with. I still don’t have a boyfriend and I have been trying the last few months but what am I going to do. I might be getting another job at Olympia Sport in Epping I’m going to apply tomorrow I think. I lost my license and I’m not getting it back until august 3rd. Like I told u my cuz Raychel Moved back in with me and its going okay I’m never home so I don’t see any problem with it. I got 2 B’s 1 A and one C as my final grades on my report card. Well that pretty much what’s going on in my life. WORK WORK and more WORK lol. Well peace out and I will try and write in this at least once a week… If not someone tell me to update it. Its just my space is so much better and I like that more then this lol
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Kelly Clarkson) Behind These Hazel Eyes
May 3rd, 2005
Wow its been a long time and I don’t kno why I don’t update this thing I used to all the time but now that I have my my space thing this thing seems a little boring Well life is going the same I work to much I go to school and all kinds of shit like that. Well that day is almost here. If u don’t kno what im talking about there u must not be a good friend. Schools going good I guess only like a month and a half until its over with. So I got my car back for the time being and its so much fun driving again. Work is going really good and I will tell u why when the best thing happens which could be any where from a week to a month. So my cuz Raychel is moving back in with me…. I guess it’s a good thing I have missed her a lot. So life is going good and I cant wait until summer. Hopefully I will be working two jobs so I can make lots of money. I miss my dad and my family sometime after the 10th im going to go down and see them. Well im out I have to get ready for work and shit I love u guys and if I don’t write in this thing soon Bitch at me please I like looking back at this and seeing what I was doing at a given time.
P.S. I still don’t have a man (its going on 1 ½ year now L )
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Sugarland) Baby Girl
March 29th, 2005
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March 22nd, 2005
March 8th, 2005
Wow it has been awhile well I just got done doing a lab report for my science class man do I hate that class I think I’m failing and if I do my grandmother is going to take my car away whatever I don’t care any more. Well last week I only went to school once and I am so behind I don’t know what we are doing in any of my classes. The only one I know what is going on is world history well I’m trying to get my school life back together and hopefully it works. Well my grandmother is sick and she is going in for surgery on the 18th and she has to stay over night. I’m scared but u know what can I do. Well I have a car now. Its pretty kool is runs and I just put 400 dollars into it on new breaks and shit. Well life sucks and I’m trying to make is better for myself. First thing I’m going to do is stop missing so much school. I cant miss all these days and still keep up my grades. Well I have to go and do some more school work it never ends does it. o yea my birth day is on Friday. I doeant matter no one remembers any way
Current Mood: Bitchy and sad and i cant deal
February 1st, 2005
Well its been awhile and I have a few minutes so why not update this thing well this weekend I had a lot of fun on Friday I slept over Kimmi’s man did we have fun we me Amanda Nikki Kimmi where up all night (having a little fun lol) then on Saturday John had a party thing lol There where so many people at like 12 I passed out then woke up at 3 and me and Amanda talked for a little while then I passed out again! Then at like 10 in the morning the person that lives above John was playing his music so load WTF who does that at 10 in the morning and it wasn’t that it was load the base was shaking the whole house so we couldn’t go back to sleep… Sunday I worked! Then on Monday I had the day off because I asked Gina to cover my shift because I had so much homework. At around 5 Mike (my manager) called me and was like do you want to work in the McDonalds in wal*mart and I was like yes because I’m stupid I got there it was died and they let me leave at 7:30 it sucked so bad lol! O yea yesterday I left school after 6th period opppss me and Kayla just left and didn’t give a fuck lol Today I did my Taxes and I’m getting 337 dollars back so I should have a car soon!! Well school is going okay I have a 81 in geometry and a 99 in English and I don’t kno about the other classes but we get report cards on Friday so I will update you on Saturday. Well work sucks they cut my hours which is good in a way but I need the money. They only cut like two hours but still! So now on Wednesday I’m working 4-8 instead on 4-10 whatever I don’t give a fuck! I’m so sick on my job. Well my love life sucks…. No one new here and I will have no one for valentines day… I cant have the boi I want and the one I could have I don’t want because I don’t want to fuck up our friend ship (the truth is I’m too in love with the other boi) it sucks to be in love with a straight man you think might be gay and just doesn’t want to tell people because he is scared or some shit ::I’m not looking for love anymore I’m going to let it find me:: One day I will find someone or at least that is what I tell myself because if I don’t I might so insane “I just want someone I can grow old with and will love me for me” My grandmother is having an operation soon and it scares the shit out of me. What will happen if something happens to her I will have no one and I will be on my own. But lets not think about that but it does go though my mind a lot! Well for the most part life is going okay
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: (Queen Latifah) When You're Good To Mamma
January 18th, 2005
January 8th, 2005
Wow its been almost a month since I last wrote in this thing well I haven’t had the time I have been working way to much which is going to stop soon not that I’m quitting I’m just not going to work as many hours Well I got a 46 on my midterm oppps whatever I don’t care I hate that class so much! Well I went to a party on new years I got a little drunk oppps lol it was really bad I throw up every where lol Well I have been really depressed lately and I haven’t been able to sleep. Thursday night I didn’t fall asleep until 6 in the morning that is when I would be getting up for school so I stayed home which I need to stop doing because I’m getting really behind. Well on Monday I’m going to the doctors to see if she can help me sleep better and to get a note for missing school on Friday cuz I need it or I’m going to fail my class at sst and I really need those credits. Well My life has been sucking a lot lately and I’m going to fix it don’t worry about me I will cuz I’m just good like that. Well I love you all and I will try and write in this thing more okay!
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: (Jojo) Baby It`s You
December 20th, 2004
Hey my people its Monday and I stayed home from home we had a two hour delay but I have no clue what to do cuz I go to sst so whatever! Well this weekend was fun Saturday I worked at wal*mart 11-7 it sucked I ran the whole grill by myself lol then I went to Alyssa’s house cuz she came back from Ireland I had a lot of fun. This guy name Mitch was there and he is so hott and he dresses total gay lol but he’s not which sucks ass lol. We played all these stupid games like truth and dare. Then at like 1 in the morning we went to Exeter McDonalds! Then we went too Johns to see if he got his new computer going. Then we went to bed. On Sunday morning Nicole drove me to my sisters house and then I went to a family Christmas party it was fun I got to see everyone but there were so many people in my grandmothers little house it sucked lol. Then when I tried to hold my god daughter Emma she started to scream. I felt so sad after that. I tried three times and every time she yelled. Whatever that just means I have to go and see her more well I’m out I have to go and study for a mid term I have tomorrow.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Jesse Mccartney) Beautiful Soul
December 14th, 2004
Hey my people lol… I’m back and better then ever lol I don’t kno want I’m talking about I’m just in a very good mood . Well today I got out of school at 9:45 and went to the mall and did the rest of my Christmas shopping and ended but buying myself clothes and books lol it was funny. I kept on losing my grandmother. Well I did some homework today and I should be doing some more now but I don’t want to lol Well tomorrow is the Christmas party at work I cant wait its going to so much fun well besides the fact that people from the Raymond store will be there. OMG ALYSSA IS COMING HOME ON SATURDAY I CANT WAIT!!! This weekend is going to be so fun but hard at the same time. On Friday I have to work 4-close, then on Saturday I have to work at the wal*mart McDonalds 11-7 then I’m going to Alyssa’s coming home party (going to be like six hours late), On Sunday Nicole is bringing me to my sister house and then we are going to my grandmothers Christmas party then I’m going to be home Sunday night….. I have my Science mid term on Monday and I have no time to study what the hell I’m so FUCKED I wish I was fucked lol Just kidding I’m so funny! Well I’m going to go and play with myself lol man I’m in such a good mood
Current Mood: fucking happy
Current Music: (Jesse Mccartney) Beautiful Soul